Esquecimento

"...mas o amor não dispensa nada. E quando o amor acaba, sobra a memória. E quando a memória se esfacela, fica a insustentável dor dessa vagarosa morte a que se chama esquecimento. "

Milan kundera

"Don't be afraid, love everything!

Fear only brings death to the soul..."

Truth

"But I’d rather live telling the truth and be judged for my mistakes
Than falsely held up, given props, loved and praised"
Macklemore

Same Love - MACKLEMORE & RYAN LEWIS feat. MARY LAMBERT

When I was in the 3rd grade

I thought that I was gay
'Cause I could draw, my uncle was
And I kept my room straight
I told my mom, tears rushing down my face
She's like, Ben, you've loved girls since before pre-K
Tripping
Yeah, I guess she had a point, didn't she
A bunch of stereotypes all in my head
I remember doing the math like
Yeah, I'm good at little league
A pre-conceived idea of what it all meant
For those that like the same sex had the characteristics
The right-wing conservatives think it's a decision
And you can be cured with some treatment and religion
Man-made, rewiring of a pre-disposition
Playing God
Ahh nah, here we go
America the brave
Still fears what we don't know
And God loves all his children it's somehow forgotten
But we paraphrase a book written
3,500 Years ago
I don't know

And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
My love, my love, my love
She keeps me warm [x4]

If I was gay
I would think hip-hop hates me
Have you read the YouTube comments lately
"Man that's gay"
Gets dropped on the daily
We've become so numb to what we're saying
Our culture founded from oppression
Yet we don't have acceptance for 'em
Call each other faggots
Behind the keys of a message board
A word rooted in hate
Yet our genre still ignores it
Gay is synonymous with the lesser
It's the same hate that's caused wars from religion
Gender to skin color
Complexion of your pigment
The same fight that lead people to walk-outs and sit-ins
Human rights for everybody
There is no difference
Live on! And be yourself!
When I was in church
They taught me something else
If you preach hate at the service
Those words aren't anointed
And that Holy Water
That you soak in
Is then poisoned
When everyone else
Is more comfortable
Remaining voiceless
Rather than fighting for humans
That have had their rights stolen
I might not be the same
But that's not important
No freedom til we're equal
Damn right I support it

I don't know

And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
My love, my love, my love
She keeps me warm [x4]

We press play
Don't press pause
Progress, march on!
With a veil over our eyes
We turn our back on the cause
'Till the day
That my uncles can be united by law
Kids are walkin' around the hallway
Plagued by pain in their heart
A world so hateful
Some would rather die
Than be who they are
And a certificate on paper
Isn't gonna solve it all
But it's a damn good place to start
No law's gonna change us
We have to change us
Whatever god you believe in
We come from the same one
Strip away the fear
Underneath it's all the same love
About time that we raised up

And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
My love, my love, my love
She keeps me warm [x4]

Love is patient, love is kind
Love is patient, love is kind (not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient (not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind (I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient (not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind (I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient (I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind (I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient, love is kind

Nuvem

Sou um ser etéreo, sem peso nem volume.
Nem sei se existo!

Pessoas e pensamentos, sons e imagens, passam por mim como nuvens, ou será que sou eu a nuvem? Deixo-me ir ao sabor do vento mas não chego a lugar nenhum;
não sei onde estou e não vejo referencial algum…

The End - Be Happy

It may be hard to admit it but moving on is the best solution. If one didn't fight till the end, he will never fight again. Whatever flaws one had, they will remain.

But be not sad, for relations aren't an end on themselves, they are a path, a journey, and if it was good while it lasted you may only be happy for it! Because it led you to where you are now, it made you who you are now! Stronger! 

Have no resentments and whenever you look back, do it with a smile on your face!

Sozinho

Sinto-me sozinho e impotente, sozinho como vivi durante anos antes de te conhecer. Sozinho que para mim era independência, liberdade, hoje é a palavra mais vil do mundo. Parece que foi há milhares de anos, mas lembro-me como se fosse ontem da nossa primeira conversa, do nosso primeiro encontro, do teu olhar, do teu sorriso… E hoje agarro-me com força ao teu ultimo abraço, aquele antes de partires, aquele que apesar de breve continha em si tudo o que passámos, tudo o que vivemos, tudo o que poderíamos ter sido, todas as alegrias e desgostos futuros… Agora não estás cá para me abraçar como só tu o fazias. Como me sentia protegido nos teus braços, como se o mundo não pudesse nada contra nós! Parece tudo tão errado, tão estranho, esta ausência, este vazio que ficou! Quero acordar, abrir os olhos e ver que tudo não passa de um sonho, mas quando o faço tudo continua na mesma, eu continuo despido e miserável, na merda, e tu não estás lá para me abraçar, para me consolar, para me ouvir, não estás…

Queimei as tuas coisas, apaguei as tuas mensagens e as tuas fotos, mas como te posso apagar do coração? Como posso apagar algo que me marcou profundamente, que me mudou, com o qual cresci, aprendi e tornei-me mais forte?

NE ME QUITTE PAS...

Sangue

“Escreve com teu sangue e verás que sangue é espírito”

Nietzsche

"All At Sea"

I'm all at sea
Where no-one can bother me
Forgot my roots
If only for a day
Just me and my thoughts sailing far away
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to
All at sea
I'm all at sea
Where no-one can bother me
I sleep by myself
I drink on my own
Don't speak to nobody
I gave away my phone
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to
All at sea
Now I need you more than ever, I need you more than ever, now
You don't need it every day
But sometimes don't you just crave
To disappear within your mind
You never know what you might find
So come and spend some time with me
We will spend it all at sea
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to
All at sea

JAMIE CULLUM